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The Latino Literary Online Magazine

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"...a three mile walk of anticipation."

8/22/2019

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The Road to Columbus

Tres Millas a mi Libertad

Follow along as Rebecca Granado performs "Tres Millas a mi Libertad"
I could taste freedom from my bedroom window. Where the silhouette of that town was visible. Nothing but dry, barren land came between me, and that town. It was a three mile walk of anticipation, and well worth it back in the day. Blazing that trail, the sun beating down on my shoulders, the hot tar road under my feet. Vultures circling in the sky, helicopters calculating their radius. These were the sights when I walked that stretch of road.
 
The migra would pass me on that road at top speed in their hummers as they were led to the scene by an anonymous tip. Up ahead I could see a roadblock in the making, marked by orange cones and bright reflectors to warn all traffic that suspicion lay ahead.  My route would detour on the halfway point, before the port, before customs, before the suspicion marked by the men in green. The halfway point was the Go For It Café. a.k.a. Old man Bobbos.
 
What better place to taunt the men in green. They would watch us with their binoculars partying at the café. In the distance on a hill next to a mansion is where they would retreat. How did we know they were watching? We had binoculars, too. Suspicion was all around. We would shout gritos to the migra while we danced, sang, and drank our 40’s to Chalino. What were they gonna do? Nothing. We are American citizens in our every right. These men in green had arrested our antepasados at one point. Maybe it was a long time ago, but we carried that desesperación.
 
La neta éramos sinvergüenzas en esos tiempos. I mean we would walk 3 miles carrying a box of empty Negra Modelo bottles for refills. We were thirsty. Not only for la crema de la cerveza pero también por la libertad, que nos esperaba en el otro lado. Sabíamos que algo nos esperaba. Cruzamos día tras día, buscando esa libertad. Queríamos escapar! Get away from the rigidity of the red, white, and blue. Al cruzar, presencia militar, cuernos de chivo, chalanes acompañando los jefes. I'm home, I would think to myself. Tranquilidad, protección, ánimo. Where else but home would we cruise in bulletproof trucks, being chased by army tanks, shot at con unos r-15’s.
 
Yo quería ser la novia de un Mafioso. Yo quería ser adornada con joyas y viajar a lugares exóticos. Llegar a mi destino, pero en un jet privado. Disfrutamos de la comida más rica, usábamos ropa de la tela más fina, escapábamos a las playas más bonitas del mundo. Las mexicanas no nos querían a las chicanas. Ellas veían que cruzábamos dia tras dia. They longed for our life on the other side and we wanted their freedom, on their side. We had it both ways, and they couldn’t, and they hated us for it.
 
La vida aparece como fantasma y la muerte desaparece al cerrar los ojos.  Learning to run, duck and dodge, jumping out of moving vehicles, this was the life, this was the freedom we sought. Cada vez que cruzábamos y regresamos vivos, nos daba mas valor seguir cruzando. Cruzaba la garita a todas horas, en todas condiciones, faltandoles respeto a los aduanales. Me valia madre. When you escape bullets, death, rape, and secuestros no one can touch you, it changes a person. Yo no pensaba lo que a mi me daba valor, le quitaba honor a otra persona.
 
My intuition guided me all along that road to freedom. It whispered in my ear as I chugged, as I exhaled the smoke from my toke, as my paranoia grew. Constantly having to watch over my shoulder, trusting no one, especially not myself. Now a hundred miles and twelve feet of steel fence obscure my view of that silhouette. I can no longer thirst for that road. The bottles remain empty. Binoculars with no one in sight.
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Rebecca Granado, born and raised in Columbus, New Mexico, dropped out of high school and traveled the country by bus, living in tents along the way. “An undeclared social researcher,” as she called herself, she resumed schoolwork and earned a Master of Science in Family and Child Science and Addiction Studies from New Mexico State University in Las Cruces. This story in Somos en escrito is her first publication. Rebecca is working on a first novel. ​

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Como eran en un principio, Ahora y siempre, until Friday comes again

8/14/2019

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Two Poems:
Rosario Moderno
and
​Before Friday Comes Again

by Karen Valencia
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Rosario Moderno
 
El primer misterio.
Oremos… por ellos.
Como eran en un principio,
Ahora y siempre,
Por los siglos de los siglos,
Serán:
Ulises.
     Alhaja sin oro.
Marcos.
     Canción sin coro.
Daniel.
     Ladrido de lobo, sin morder.
 
Fue por mi culpa,
Por mi gran culpa.
Tengo la cruz en la boca,
Las perlas me ahorcan.
 
Soy la Soñadora Suprema.
La Llorona con Corona.
Lágrimas de Limón.
Haré una Limonada.
Trago amargo es el amor.
 
El último misterio.
Oremos… por ellas.
Como eran en un principio,
Ahora y siempre,
Por los siglos de los siglos,
Serán:
Maria. 
     Fruta sin semilla.
Cristina.
     Flor sin espina.
 
Raquel.
      Obra de arte, sin poder.
Por mi culpa, por mi culpa,
Por mi gran culpa.
Tengo a Jesús en la boca,
La serpiente me azota.
Soy la Celosa Suprema.
La Llorona con Corona.
Lágrimas de Limón.
Haré una Limonada.
Trago amargo es el amor.
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Before Friday Comes Again 
 
I had ideas
But I forgot them
After a half drag
And a right swipe
I had ideas
But I forgot them
After a subtweet
Laughed, passed the blunt to the back seat
I had ideas
I had a concept
Maybe pretentious
But with endless potential
I had ideas
And then I double tapped
And then his hand grabbed
I had ideas
That slipped while I was grinding
While I was bumpin’
I had ideas
That would have blended better
Than this contour
Than this mezcal
Than this shopping cart
Than this dancefloor
My pout still stands though
Ideas come back though
In a different form, though
Still important to record.
I pray my attention span
Doesn’t evaporate
I pray my pen can hold my gaze
Before Friday comes again.​
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Karen Valencia is a first generation Mexican American poet born and raised on Chicago’s Southwest side. A Northwestern graduate, Karen has appeared in Huizache, The Magazine for Latino Literature (2014) and most recently in the Literary Issue of Southside Weekly (2019). Karen is also a fashion stylist, model, DJ and co-creator of DESMADRE, a Latinx fashion styling collective. To see more of her work you can visit her website (karenvalencia.com) and to check out her other projects, follow her on Instagram (@karennoid).
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